Humans are abstract creatures. Often we try to find out about the earth and nature, but rarely do we see humans who are enthusiastic about finding out about themselves. Strengths, weaknesses, strengths, weaknesses, all the things that are mixed up in the mind of a human being sometimes cannot be expressed in words. Sometimes I feel that life is full of nonsense, that everything that happens is just a random event that has no meaning. These past few weeks I've been devastated, about every choice I've made while stuck at home.

"Why does regret always come at the end?", I thought.

1 Corinthians 15:1 "But by the grace of God I am what I am, and His grace toward me did not prove vain; but I labored even more than all of them, yet not I, but the grace of God with me." ... For I have worked harder than any of the other apostles; yet it was not I but God who was working through me by his grace."

We all know that we are not alone, so consider that Jesus is always here with us and always be there when ever we need.