I welcome death as my longest homecoming

Sleep is no longer a rest for me

My brain always forces me to wake up hundreds of times a night

Leave me the next morning in a state of ruin

I have been burnt by the fire of my mind

The voices that come out crush me into dust

Tell me, how can I escape from myself?

I celebrate my rages with silence

I'm not proud to wear the scars inside out

"Normal" is something I crave for

My body was made by despair, born as a deformed human being.