I‘m poorly damaged

Without any excuse haunted by past

A scary theatre show plays on my stage of traumas

Gives a place to the most great actress‘ performance called hell

Amusement comes as a murder

Triggering the worst big scene on my mind to show up

Thousands of times I made the most beautiful scenarios

But my mind ripped it down, make another horror scenes

I‘m always be a cameo on my own stage

Behind apprehension who‘s the main role

Can I just runaway?

I don‘t deserve any award to win the nomination

'Cause love and joy never count as domination

I do my make up to cover scars

Play much characters to impress the audience

They pay my shows to watch a soldier who‘s acting up like a bulletproof soul

I won the war in my shows

People give applause, they fooled by mask I wear on stage